MY BABIES ARE SICK, AND I CANT SEEM TO MAKE THEM BETTER!!!!!

WELL MY BABIES ARE SICK AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I FEEL LIKE I CANT GET THEM BETTER.  PYPER HAS 10 MORE DAYS OF TOBI AND SHE FINISHED HER ANTIBIOTIC 5 DAYS AGO, AND SHE SEEMED TO BE DOING BETTER, THEN MY OLDEST STARTED COUGHING.  OMG, I AM SO STRESSED OUT.  MY BABIES ARE MY WORLD.  PYPER HAS NOW STARTED COUGHING AGAIN, AND I WANT THEM BETTER.  PYPER HAD PSEUDOMONAS ON HER LAST CULTURE, TRINS DID NOT.  LORD, HELP ME, WE HAVENT HAD A HOSPITAL STAY IN 8 YEARS, AND I WANT TO KEEP IT THAT WAY.  PLEASE GOD, I AM BEGGIN YOU TO MAKE MY BABIES BETTER.  GIVE IT TO ME, I WILL TAKE IT.  MY BABIES, DONT DESERVE THIS. 

RIGHT NOW, THEY ARE IN BED, AND THE SOUND OF A COUGH COMING DOWN THE HALLWAY BREAKS MY HEART.  I WANT THEM BETTER.  I KNOW SOMETIMES THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO BUT GET A TUNE UP IN THE HOSPITAL, BUT GOD, YOU CAN DO SOMETHING, YOU CAN MAKE THEM BETTER.  THAT IS ALL I WANT.  I AM SO STRESSED OUT.  WE ARE WORRIED ABOUT MONEY, WHO IS GOING TO KEEP THE GIRLS IF I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK, THE COST OF MEDICINES, JUST EVERYTHING.  I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT PRAY, PRAY FOR HOPE, PRAY FOR SOMETHING TO MAKE IT WERE I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY, PRAY THAT I CAN CONTINUE TO STAY AT HOME WITH MY BABIES, PRAY FOR MY HUSBAND TO NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT TAKING CARE OF US, PRAYING FOR MY BABIES, GOD I AM PRAYING SO HARD FOR YOU TO MAKE THEM BETTER. 

WE HAVE BEEN GOING TO CHURCH THE LAST 6 WEEKS, AND THE DEVIL IS REALLY WORKING HARD TO GET US OUT OF THERE.  DEVIL, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WIN.  EVERYONE SAYS KEEP FIGHTING, HE WILL SOON GIVE UP, BUT I FEEL LIKE HE IS MESSING WITH MY BABIES.  DO I STOP, DO I WALK AWAY, DO I GO BACK TO WHEN WE JUST SIT AT HOME ON SUNDAYS, AND DID NOTHING.  WILL MY BABIES GET BETTER.  THIS IS WHAT HE WANTS US TO DO, HE WANTS TO MAKE ME STOP, HE WANTS TO MAKE ME GIVE UP.  YOU WANT WIN THIS.....  GOD, MY ONE AND ONLY PRAYER TONIGHT IS TO TAKE CARE OF MY BABIES, MAKE THEM BETTER, THEY ARE STILL PLAYING HARD BUT I KNOW THEY ARE NOT 100%.  GET THE GERMS AND BACTERIA OUT OF THERE BODIES AND OUT OF MY HOUSE.  LORD MAKE THEM BETTER, PLEASE MAKE THEM BETTER AT HOME WITH ME AND THERE DADDY.  WE HAVE A BIRTHDAY COMING UP NEXT WEEKEND, MY BABY WILL BE 4 YEARS OLD.  PLEASE GOD DO THIS FOR ME.  IF THEY ARE NOT 100%, MOMMA IS NOT EITHER.  I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT THEM. 

DEAR GOD, PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYER, AND PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON US...  ONE MORE THING DEAR GOD, CURE CYSTIC FIBROSIS FOR MY BABIES AND ALL THE OTHERS OUT THERE FIGHTING THIS DISEASE OR WHO HAVE FOUGHT THIS DISEASE......  PLEASE!!!!!!!

STRESSED OUT MOMMA,

MARTIE T.