HOW ONE TOOTH CAN MEAN SO MUCH!!!

SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM WATCHING TV, WHILE MY LITTLE MONSTERS SLEEP.  WELL MY BIG GIRL TRINITY LOST A TOOTH AND SHE WAS SO EXCITED.  HOW ONE TOOTH CAN MEAN SO MUCH, AND IT MADE ME THINK, ONE TOOTH MEANS THAT MUCH TO HER BUT SHE DOESNT EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME.  I REMEMBER SHE SAT UP IN BED AROUND 1AM AND SAID MOMMY MY TOOTH IS STILL HERE I SAID BABY THE TOOTH FAIRY HASNT COME YET AND SHE WENT BACK TO BED.  THE FUNNY THING IS, WHEN I FINALLY GOT UP TO DO IT, I COULDNT GET THE TOOTH OUT FROM UNDER HER PILLOW.  HOW FUNNY.  AFTER A COUPLE OF HOURS, THE GOOD TOOTH FAIRY DID HER JOB.  THE SMILE ON HER FACE, NOW TOOTHLESS WAS PRICELESS.  IT IS SO WEIRD HOW CF AFFECTS THEM.  THEY LOSE THERE TEETH LATER, THEY DONT GAIN WEIGHT, THEY CAN EAT ALL DAY LONG AND NEVER GAIN A POUND, HOW A LITTLE COLD CAN TURN INTO PNEUMONIA IN LESS THAN A DAY, HOW THEY TASTE SALTY,  ETC. 
ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR GOD TO MAKE MY BABIES BETTER.  TAKE ME DEAR LORD, TAKE WHATEVER YOU NEED FROM ME TO MAKE THEM BETTER, I AM READY.  I CANT IMAGINE NOT BEING HERE WITH THEM, BUT THEN AGAIN, I CANT EVEN IMAGINE, OR BREATHE NOT THINKING ABOUT THEM BEING RIGHT HERE WITH ME.  IT IS CRAZY.  I STRESS OUT SO MUCH WHEN MY OLDEST GETS OUT OF THE CAR TO WALK IN SCHOOL, IS SHE GETTING TO WERE SHE NEEDS TO GO, IS SHE OK, IS SHE UPSET.  I DONT EVEN LIKE TO LET THEM GO TO THERE GRANDPARENTS HOUSE, B/C I DONT KNOW HOW TO ACT WHEN THEY ARE GONE.  MY HUSBAND SAYS I AM LOST WITHOUT THEM.  HE IS SO RIGHT, I AM LOST.. THEY DRIVE ME ABSOLUTELY CRAZY, BUT GUESS WHAT- I CANT GET ENOUGHT OF THOSE TWO LITTLE MONSTERS.  MY YOUNGEST PYPER IS WHAT YOU WOULD CALL A STRONG WILLED CHILD.  SHE WILL BEAT HER HEAD, SHE WILL STARE YOU DOWN AND NOT BLINK WHEN YOU TELL HER NO, SHE IS MY LITTLE MONSTER BUT WHEN SHE IS WITH ME BY HERSELF, SHE IS THE BEST BABY EVER.  PEOPLE ASK ME, DO YOUR KIDS NO THEY HAVE CF, YES THEY DO.  WHY WOULD I KEEP THAT FROM THEM. 
AS I AM WRITING THIS I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW, THAT LOVE YOUR BABIES LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.   GIVE THEM YOUR ATTENTION.  BUYING THEM SOMETHING ISNT REALLY WHAT THEY WANT AT ALL, THEY JUST WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO THEM, PLAY WITH THEM AND BE THERE FOR THEM.  BEING A MOM IS WHAT I DO BEST, AND TAKING CARE OF MY TWO IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO UNTIL THE DAY GOD TAKES ME FROM THIS WORLD. 
DEAR GOD, TAKE CARE OF MY BABIES AND PLEASE CURE CYSTIC FIBROSIS, (65 ROSES), THAT IS ALL I WANT, KEEP MY BABIES HEALTHY. 
MARTIE