I JUST CANT CONCENTRATE!!

I AM HAVING A ILL DAY.  IT MUST BE WOMAN HORMONES. LOL.  HYSTERECTOMY TOOK SOME THINGS, BUT BOY IT LEFT MY ILLNESS FOR ONE WEEK AND MY CRYING SPELLS ALL THE REST OF THE MONTH.  THE TURNER'S NEED A VACATION.  THE GIRLS HAD THEIR CF APPOINTMENTS AND THEY ARE DOING GOOD, OTHER THAN WE NEED TO GET WEIGHT ON TRINITY AND PYPER IS STILL WHEEZING.  PRAYING WE GET WEIGHT ON TRINS AND FOR PYPER TO STOP WHEEZING AFTER WINTER. 

THE TURNER'S ARE TRYING SO HARD STILL BUT LIKE I SAID IN MY LAST POST, I AM TRYING TO STOP STRESSING SO MUCH AND PUTTING SOME OF OUR WORRIES IN GODS HANDS.  BEING A STAY AT HOME MOM IS STRESSFUL ENOUGH AND WITH CF ON TOP OF THAT, AND THEN TO HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT FINANCES.  NOT SO GOOD.  HOW MANY OTHER CF MOMS DON'T SLEEP THAT GREAT.  I COULD STAY UP ALL NIGHT, AND THEN SLEEP THE NEXT MORNING.  DON'T KNOW WHY.  I MIGHT JUST BE ON A STAY AT HOME MOM CLOCK NOW. 

RIGHT NOW, MY WONDERFUL FAMILY IS PLAYING TROUBLE. SO CUTE.  I AM TYPING B/C WHEN I AM ILL, I DO MY BEST JUST SITTING AND BEING ALONE.  MAYBE I DIDNT GET ENOUGH SLEEP LASTNIGHT.  LOL.  SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED.  I NOW SEE HOW MY HUSBAND FEELS GETTING UP AT 4 AM EVERY MORNING AND GOING TO WORK. HE ALWAYS COMES HOME AND TAKES A NAP.  I CAN'T DO THAT, B/C I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, PICK UP SOMETHING, OR WIPE UP A SPILL, OR WHATEVER IT MAY BE.  I TOLD MY HUSBAND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE ADHD.  MY MIND NEVER STOPS GOING.  RIGHT NOW I AM TYPING THIS BUT THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE.  I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO READ THE BIBLE, AND I WILL READ A LINE AND THEN BE OFF IN LA-LA LAND SOMEWHERE.  THE OTHER DAY AT BIBLE STUDY, I WAS LISTENING SO WELL AND THEN I HEARD MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND AND THAT WAS IT, I WAS A GONER.  I TOLD MY HUBBY, I NEED TO ASK THE DR.  DONT WANT ANY MEDICINE BUT SOMETHING NEEDS TO MAKE MY MIND SLEEP.  EVERY DR. I USE TO WORK FOR ASK ME IF I HAD ADHD.  I DONT KNOW IF THAT WAS A INSULT OR A COMPLIMENT.  TO FUNNY.  I NEVER SAT STILL, I WAS ALWAYS RUNNING AROUND AT WORK, OR DOING SOMETHING.  THIS BLOG I HAVE STOPPED AND THOUGHT ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE ABOUT 100 TIMES.   WHEN I GET DONE, GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT.  STOP THE MADNESS.  I AM JUST TOO FUNNY.. FALLING APART I GUESS, I HAVE GREY HAIR, SO WHY NOT TAKE MY BRAIN WITH IT...

THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY CRAZINESS, AND  MADNESS!!!  THIS IS WHAT I CALL, MOMMA TIME... 

MARTIE....