GOD IS WORKING IN SUCH A POWERFUL WAY!!!!

YESTERDAY, I WENT TO CHECK THE MAIL, WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE START OF OUR CHRISTMAS CARDS, I RIPPED IT OPEN AND THIS IS WHAT THE CARD SAID ? 

WHAT IF YOU'D RATHER CATCH A FEW BREAKS ONCE IN AWHILE?  IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK?  AT SOME POINT, YOU'D THINK YOU'D BE ENTITLED TO A FREE PASS OR TWO:  SKIP THIS CHALLENGE.  AVOID THAT CRISIS.  DELETE THOSE PROBLEMS.  IT'S NOT THAT YOU'RE NOT STRONG OR THAT YOU DON'T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO GET THROUGH THIS.  YOU ARE, YOU DO, AND YOU WILL.  BUT YOU'VE BUILT ENOUGH CHARACTER ALREADY, AND IT'S TIME FOR THINGS TO LIGHEN UP A LITTLE!  I KNOW IT'S NOT REALLY MY CALL, BUT IF I WERE IN CHARGE OF LIFE'S WHEEL OF FURTUNE, YOU'D GET A FREE SPIN.  AND I'D BE RIGHT THERE, CHEERING YOU ON!

I JUST CRIED..  I CALLED MY HUSBAND CRYING AND HE COULDNT UNDERSTAND A WORD I WAS SAYING.  FRIENDS SENT THAT CARD AND WHAT THEY DID FOR US IS SIMPLE UNEXPLAINABLE.  THE LAST 9 WEEKS, I HAVE BEEN CRYING SO MUCH, PRAYING SO MUCH, JUST TALKING TO GOD, TELLING HIM THAT I NEED TO BE HOME WITH OUR BABIES, ATLEAST FOR A LITTLE WHILE LONGER, PRAYING THAT WE WOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE IT, PRAYING FOR MY HUBBY AND HIS JOB, PRAYING SO HARD FOR MY GIRLS TO BE HEALTHY, A CURE FOR CF.  EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING, GOD IS WORKING SO STAND TO THE SIDE AND LET HIM DO HIS JOB.  GOD, YOU ARE AMAZING!!!  I AM SO GREATFUL FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AND SO GREATFUL TO HAVE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES THAT LOVE US... 

OUR CHRISTMAS TREE IS UP, IT IS TIME FOR THANKSGIVING DINNER AND MY GIRLS SEEM TO BE FEELING BETTER AND FOR THAT I AM SO HAPPY..  EVERYONE BE SURE THAT YOU ARE THANKFUL FOR SOMETHING..  GOD HAS GIVEN ME THE MOST AMAZING HUSBAND, KIDS, AND FAMILY.  HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO EACH OF YOU AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS. 

EXTREMELY GREATFUL,

MARTIE T.