In less than a month we will go through another change in our lives. My Pyper will be getting her feeding tube placed. Trinity's tube was a breeze but I feel Pyper's is going to be more of a challenge. That challenge being Type 1 Diabetes. I can handle the feeding tube. Trinity's feeding tube has been one of our biggest blessings. She is gaining weight, she is healthy and she is thriving. I love it. I pray that we get the same effects with Pypers.
I would be crazy if I didn't say I was nervous. I hate to see my kids in pain. I hate to see them hurt. If I could change places with her, I would in a minute. I would give my life to protect them, cure them, make them better. I would sacrifice my life for them. I would and I have and I will continue until they are cured or until I feel I can cut the rope. I doubt that will ever happen. Good luck to the men that think they will walk into their lives and sweep them off their feet. He better get to sweeping b/c I am a big girl and it is going to take a lot to win this momma over.
The girls are homebound right now through flu season. We are still debating on homeschooling again next year b/c it is easier. It is routine. They had more freedom even though they miss their friends. I will have to figure out a way to keep them with friends if we decide to do that again. I like structure, I like routine, I like order.
My heart will always be my girls. They drive me nut crazy everyday but I can't stand to be away from them. I hate to even go to the grocery store. I hurry through and get back home. Greg is always like honey go tan, go to the gym. Nope, not me. I am fine. I will stay at home. That is just what a mom does. They love with every ounce of their being, they sacrifice their own lives for their kids, and they do it with grace...
Right now, pyper is eating, trinity is on her phone b/c she is a teenager and that is what they do, and greg is sleeping. We are all in the same room together. We are always together. I love that about us. I love that we are always together. I love being a family, a mom, and having my blessings right in front of me everyday. Thank you god for all of my blessings. Big and small.
Keep us in your prayers come March 19th, b/c we will be admitted for Pyper's tube placement. Pray for comfort, pray for easy placement, pray that her sugars are easy to manage and that she starts to gain, and pray for the doctors and nurses that will be beside her during her surgery. Pray for god to guide Dr. Bambini's hands and get my baby back to me quick and doing great.
My Heart and My Life are Greg, Trinity and Pyper and even my 4 pound yorkie dog...
All my love
Martie
Mother of two amazing fighters and wife to an amazing man.
Blessed#Loved#amazedthatgodhasfaithinme.....
